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Flan-chan tries coffee by overlibertyshead
Flan-chan tries coffee
OneechanIReallyLikeThisChocolateCanIHaveMore

Flandre Scarlet is from Touhou which belongs to ZUN.
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New Yugioh Deck ;

x3 Barrier Statue of the Drought
x2 CardCar D
X3 Dummy Golem
X3 Gate Blocker
X3 Golem Sentry
X3 Legendary Jujitsu Master
X3 Megarock Dragon
X1 Neo-Spacian Grand Mole
X1 Redox, Dragon Ruler Of Boulders

X3 Catapult Zone
X3 Swords Of Revealing Light
X2 Terraforming
X3 Wave-Motion Cannon

X1 Bottomless Trap Hole
X2 Dark Bribe
X2 Dimensional Prison
X1 Solemn Warning
X1 Wall of Revealing Light

X1 Mecha Phantom Beast Dracossack
x1 Number 11 : Big Eye
X1 Dark Rebllion Xyz Dragon
X1 GaGaGa Cowboy
X1 Number 50 : Blackship of Corn
X1 Number 39 : Utopia
Googly Impact by overlibertyshead
Googly Impact
It all comes googling down googling down googling down...

I do not own the resources.

Meme started by :iconeeveeheart151:
Shot from End Of Evangelion, which belongs to Hideaki Anno.
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I've just got from scout camp, last Friday. It was rough, and to be honest I don't ever want to go on something like that again, but, I made it through. I was sick almost the whole way through, and I didn't feel emotionally well through it at all as I felt really little relief. But, the day I got home, I thought I would immediately feel better and be perfectly fine again. My spirit would be restored, and I could continue my life and everything would go well.

...
I was wrong. I do feel better, yes. But I still have a little bit of trouble breathing, and...I don't feel emotionally well. In fact, most of the time when my mind stops thinking about something for a second, it shifts to something negative and quickly gets me worried, which, gets me uncomfortable, and when that happens, I can just feel my breath slightly panicking. I don't know why...but I really want it to stop.

The condition of things aren't helping, either. While Mom is correct, saying that I'm homesick and get sick during camp easily...she just had to follow one of the teacher's advices and try to enforce a less-computer schedule on me. While I still have time to get on, occasionally I do get interrupted and forced to do something on the comp under a tighter time limit. She doesn't really understand that, you guys online are like another family for me, and I can't explain that for her to understand, either...now I'm becoming afraid to talk to her about my problems...

School seems to be trying to make this worse for me. They're cramming a lot of activity and homework in, and I'm really unable to keep up with all this. Just thinking about it makes me feel much worse. I guess I'm just incompetent, when it comes to these things.

So, I was a weak, whiny, spoiled, hopeless brat before, but...somehow, scout camp really managed to break me down further. I can't exactly put into words for myself why. I feel worse and worse the more I look at myself, I'm not sure if I can still be considered a "good person", at this point. I'm getting more and more careless about helping out other people. I feel guilty that people have a lot of trust in me, even though I've spit out quite a few lies that most haven't caught onto yet. Not sure if this is the right word I'm using her but there are people who (kind of) admire me and...I just don't think it's a good idea, admiring a wreck like me.

This may sound dramatic, but my dreams feel like they're dying. Creator's block has always been my problem before, but it's getting progressively worse and worse. I'm starting to get lazy at making things too easily, most of the things I make I can't say to myself "oh hey that's pretty smart for me" any more, I'm getting...afraid, of creating long-running things, I'm really afraid that they'll fail.

My dream of moving towards into the future with my friends is...dying as well. Losing a friend is painful, and I've lost many. I thought if we stuck together, everything would be alright, but....turns out sometimes sticking together doesn't last, after all. I don't want to lose any more, the people I lose can't be replaced, despite what people say about meeting new friends, friends aren't objects that can just be replaced...so please, anyone who's reading this, please don't leave me.

I feel like I'm worried about everything. I'm worried about my future. I'm worried about suffering in the future. Suffering is unavoidable, I know, but...I feel like I'm growing weaker and weaker when responding to thoughts about suffering and getting hurt. I'm worried about my family and if they're going to be okay or not, especially my little brother. I'm even worried about the country's, no, the world's future as well...it's a new age and new people are slowly starting to take over the job of operating the world...I'm just not sure if our generation can lead to an atleast equally stable and hospitable world or not...I know it's a good idea to stick to the present, but I'm having a really hard time doing that...

I may just be whining here, but...I really need some help...
  • Listening to: Cirno's Advanced Math Class
Why peaceful solutions aren't a thing (.swf) by overlibertyshead
Why peaceful solutions aren't a thing (.swf)
This isn't exactly a small .swf, so it might take awhile to load.

Just an experiment with Flash, trying to learn the program.
I do not own any of the content used in this .swf.


Touhou belongs to ZUN.
Neon Genesis Evangelion belongs to Hideaki Anno.
And many other things in this .swf
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I've just got from scout camp, last Friday. It was rough, and to be honest I don't ever want to go on something like that again, but, I made it through. I was sick almost the whole way through, and I didn't feel emotionally well through it at all as I felt really little relief. But, the day I got home, I thought I would immediately feel better and be perfectly fine again. My spirit would be restored, and I could continue my life and everything would go well.

...
I was wrong. I do feel better, yes. But I still have a little bit of trouble breathing, and...I don't feel emotionally well. In fact, most of the time when my mind stops thinking about something for a second, it shifts to something negative and quickly gets me worried, which, gets me uncomfortable, and when that happens, I can just feel my breath slightly panicking. I don't know why...but I really want it to stop.

The condition of things aren't helping, either. While Mom is correct, saying that I'm homesick and get sick during camp easily...she just had to follow one of the teacher's advices and try to enforce a less-computer schedule on me. While I still have time to get on, occasionally I do get interrupted and forced to do something on the comp under a tighter time limit. She doesn't really understand that, you guys online are like another family for me, and I can't explain that for her to understand, either...now I'm becoming afraid to talk to her about my problems...

School seems to be trying to make this worse for me. They're cramming a lot of activity and homework in, and I'm really unable to keep up with all this. Just thinking about it makes me feel much worse. I guess I'm just incompetent, when it comes to these things.

So, I was a weak, whiny, spoiled, hopeless brat before, but...somehow, scout camp really managed to break me down further. I can't exactly put into words for myself why. I feel worse and worse the more I look at myself, I'm not sure if I can still be considered a "good person", at this point. I'm getting more and more careless about helping out other people. I feel guilty that people have a lot of trust in me, even though I've spit out quite a few lies that most haven't caught onto yet. Not sure if this is the right word I'm using her but there are people who (kind of) admire me and...I just don't think it's a good idea, admiring a wreck like me.

This may sound dramatic, but my dreams feel like they're dying. Creator's block has always been my problem before, but it's getting progressively worse and worse. I'm starting to get lazy at making things too easily, most of the things I make I can't say to myself "oh hey that's pretty smart for me" any more, I'm getting...afraid, of creating long-running things, I'm really afraid that they'll fail.

My dream of moving towards into the future with my friends is...dying as well. Losing a friend is painful, and I've lost many. I thought if we stuck together, everything would be alright, but....turns out sometimes sticking together doesn't last, after all. I don't want to lose any more, the people I lose can't be replaced, despite what people say about meeting new friends, friends aren't objects that can just be replaced...so please, anyone who's reading this, please don't leave me.

I feel like I'm worried about everything. I'm worried about my future. I'm worried about suffering in the future. Suffering is unavoidable, I know, but...I feel like I'm growing weaker and weaker when responding to thoughts about suffering and getting hurt. I'm worried about my family and if they're going to be okay or not, especially my little brother. I'm even worried about the country's, no, the world's future as well...it's a new age and new people are slowly starting to take over the job of operating the world...I'm just not sure if our generation can lead to an atleast equally stable and hospitable world or not...I know it's a good idea to stick to the present, but I'm having a really hard time doing that...

I may just be whining here, but...I really need some help...
  • Listening to: Cirno's Advanced Math Class

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Nami-Tan Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thankies for the llama ~Sharo and Chino Glomp Icon 
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Emily--Rae Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014   Writer
Happy Birthday!
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Rumiflan Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday! ^^
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Cirnolover9 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2014   Digital Artist
so your birthday is on the same day as mine.....cool
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overlibertyshead Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Actually, I accidentally put the wrong birthdate Dx
My actual birthday is last month but atleast the day's the same.
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Cirnolover9 Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014   Digital Artist
well.....Happy late birthday
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overlibertyshead Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks ;w;
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Mitsy4357 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
YAY YOUR BIRTHDAY IS IN LIKE A FEW DAYS!!
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overlibertyshead Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Actually, I put the wrong birthdate on DA Dx
My actual birthday was last month.
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Mitsy4357 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Oh.......:(
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